So here you are again –
Another cycle is complete
Just time to log on and look back
Before the “Happy New Year!” tweets
Your blog is looking healthy
Lots of followers and views
And you’ve followed lots of others
To keep up with all their news
You’ve been busy on your Facebook page
Uploading posts and gaining “likes”
You keep active in your interest groups
Hearing other’s joys and gripes
You’ve done your Twitter research
Checked the graphs on “Analytics”
Charted profile visits, top mentions
Who knew? An interest in statistics!
You check your KDP reports
For each and every sale,
Your current review rating,
And your ranking, without fail
You’re proud of all your efforts
And the benefits they’ll bring
It’s just with all these tasks to do,
You’ve had no time to write a thing!
Thanks for reading & following me this year – wishing you all the very best for a successful, inspirational, and fun-filled 2017! x
So, it’s like this: I completed my 50,000 word draft for NANOWRIMO back in November. I told myself I would put it aside for the whole of December (which was just as well given the whole Christmas thing…) and in the new year, with the perspective which comes with distance, I’d pick it up again, and start work in earnest knocking it into shape. Well, we’re now two days into the new year, and have I joyously re-read my draft? Have I fixed the holes in the plot? Eradicated the contradictions? Er….what do you think?
Partly this is my usual procrastination. There’s no better housewife than a writer with revisions to do. I can find all manner of other jobs which absolutely need to be done before I can even think about sitting down with such a big project as a whole novel. I’ve written my piece for one of the writers’ groups. I’ve subbed a story to one of the women’s mags. I’ve even taken down the Christmas decorations. But I’ve not touched the novel.
I wish it were just laziness – the awful thought of having to come up with solutions to the problems I know currently exist with the book. But it’s more than that – it’s fear. The whole joy of NANO is the liberation in putting your inner editor to one side and simply getting on with the writing. But now I have to invite the inner editor back. And I’m scared that when I start reading, she’s going to hate the whole thing.
Tomorrow. Tomorrow, I’ll make a start. Maybe. Unless I can find some ironing to do… 😉